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Man on the moon.

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Man on the moon

“My heart turns my mind into circles
as I lay here all alone in my bed
The moon shines brightly through my window
and I wonder if it’s true what they say
that there’s a man, man on the moon

I have to choose one of two pretty ladies
and my heart can’t tell me what to do
You there out in space you seem to be so kind
And your’e honoured right out of my mind
or am I blind?, man on the moon

If there’s a man on the moon
can you hear me calling you
please save me from sharing my love with two
Dear man on the moon won’t you lend me a hand
cause I can’t make my mind up today
What would you say?

I can’t judge a book by it’s cover
And all that glitters isn’t gold, so I’m told
Will I retain my love once the beauty’s gone?
Who will lead me to the heart of the sun?
Where to shall I run?, man on the moon

If there’s a man on the moon
can you hear me calling you
please save me from sharing my love with two
Dear man on the moon won’t you lend me a hand
I can’t make my mind up today
What would you say?

When I’m with one, I seem to miss the other
the grass is always greener on the other side
Who will be faithfull to me now and forever?
Although there’s plenty of fish in the sea
Be wise for me, man on the moon

If there’s a man on the moon
can you hear me calling you
please save me from sharing my love with two
Dear man on the moon won’t you lend me a hand
cause I can’t make my mind up today
What would you say?”

This song was on my mind last night while sitting outside next to a lovely log fire. Thinking of a lady that was part of my life a very long tome ago but I cant seem to let her go. She is stuck here in my mind and it is painful in fact. In the real world I did let her go, but she will be a part of me until the day I lay my head down to sleep. Although I did not have to choose between 2 lady’s, I had to choose to take her and make her mine. Or leave her and let her live the life that she where already living.

So I looked at the moon and I could see that lovely face looking down at me and it made me want to reach out and touch it, just one more time. To cup her face in my hands and kiss those lips and looking into those blue eyes. Telling her that everything will be fine. I knew I was lying when I said that. I think I said that more to set my mind at ease then hers. Know one new what I felt for this woman, if I tell that we did not have a sexual relationships, most will probably not believe me. It was like electricity when me and her where in the same room. My eyes following her every move. She  looking back at me. No one cared at that moment, it was only me and her. One could feel the vibes running back and forth, me looking at her, she looking at me in a seductive kind of way. Believe me, if we could have been alone for just an hour, it would have been heaven on earth.

I remember meeting her at around12:00every day, where we exchanged love letters. I know, there were e-mail and s.m.s, but a love letter where more personal. We would walk a bit and talk to each other like old friends do, but I wanted more. Friends where the last thing on my mind. She would come by my house some times when she had time and we would be lying together in front of the stereo, listening to some Def Leopard{that was the closest thing we had to love songs} ‘Two steps behind’ where our song of choice. I promised her that I will always be two steps behind her .If not in real life, it will be in our thoughts and our dreams. Strange how one can couple feelings to music.

Some nights, I would trough a house party just for her to be there. We would dance and laugh until the sun came up, or until the police came around. But it was good old days. Memories of a bygone era of live, love and lust. Loving a woman with so much passion, it still hurts me to this day.

Looking at the moon, I know she is there, looking back at me. Wanting me.

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Author: Anthony

I am currently staying in sunny South-Africa. I love to be out and about and my favorite pass time is bass fishing and drag racing. From time to time i will play p.c games, but not to much.

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